Hard Day's Night

The other night at 3 a.m. I was stomping up and down the living room
singing Hard Days Night at the top of my lungs to get Matilda to sleep.

She has decided that she likes to be wide awake and HELD in the wee
hours.

Anyhoo, I am totally sleep deprived. I actually feel more rested
other than the wee nights with Matilda. Today I even did one of my 20
minute "Walk away the pounds" videos. Exercise is a good way for me to
freshen up when I feel tired midday. Especially since its hard to nap
when Duanes not home. I just keep checking on the twins!

They sleep in bouncy seats during the day, and their twin pack and
play at night. Duane and I take shifts at night- this is working for
me but not him. I can get by on interupted sleep, but he can't. He
needs a full 6 hour block to feel rested, and who has that? His mom
had been coming up a few days a week, but it doesn't help me rest. I
actually feel like my guard goes up and feel more tired when she
leaves than when she was not here. However, it makes it easier to feed
as it never fails, whoever I am feeding the other one will start
screaming! I can see why twins learn patience early. Eventually I will
stop trying to placate the screaming one and make them wait their turn!

Well, thats my update. Everything is wonderful here, just exhausted. :-
)